Over the last 4 or 5 weeks I've been "dieting" (should be called live-it-ing so it doesn't sound as bad...) and have successfully lost almost 6 kgs.
>_< yippeeee!!
I'm stoked, you should know, but I cannot seem to keep up the focus and motivation in the last few days. I think it's a mixture of really really wanting to eat chocolate, as well as feeling a heck of a lot better about myself.
Perhaps my self image is a little off, but in the opposite to normal direction. You see, normally, I'd look in the mirror and do a little vomit in my mouth, but lately I feel like a goddess! I am aware, however, that I am no goddess, but you get what I mean.
I am so pleased with my "new" - technically old - look that I kinda feel like I can stop and enjoy it for a bit. Problem is, if I know myself the way I think I do, stop too long and I'll not only put the weight back on, but I'll probably keep that stupid distorted self image and think I still look grand once I've stacked it back where it was.
But at least I can eat chocolate >> right??
Where's the commando when I need him? I'm sure he'd smash me into shape. Or possibly he'd just make me cry....
Note to self: Never get fat enough to go on Biggest Loser and be smashed by the commando...
I think perhaps that's all the motivation I need...
Have a safe break this Easter weekend, and be sure not to over-indulge in life's pleasantries (((such as CHOCOLATE!!)))
A. xo
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